Feb 28th wass the day when i looked like a zombie!

today i got 2 stages!
4pm at Dharma Bangsa Schooland 9pm at Pasar Seni.
it was really a tiring day, i dont know why but i felt like my feet was about going to break. And i've been in menstruation so at the end of the 2nd show my friend said that my face looked like a zombie. And oh i got my head's so dizzy now, maybe i lost many blood because i didnt eat anything all day long..

at Dharma Bangsa

that was a very old overall, i just found it.cute!
and my shoe was really not match. so i decided to not to wear it.


at Pasar Seni

that was a very gross stocking i know. i made the hole by myself, LOL.
look at my face?!

Feb 23th was the day of CURE!

i didnt sleep all nite long, i was crying all the time alone.
i was really mind to kill myself!
but when i stared on to my face in the mirror, i realized that i really wanted to live longer. but i got nothing to do about my problem..
then i decided to share it with my friends. these are all my fault because i shared it in a very limit time..i dont know, i was just scare of their reaction.

thanks to kak awan, ridho, bagas, reza, dll for helping me to cure my problem. if there's any other words aside thanks..i would have say it.
i'm still breathing because you guys are giving me the strength to inhale the air. i love you i love you i love you.

Feb 21th was an outrider show!

well, still pressed by my problem. i was crying ouuuuttttttt loooooouuuuuuuuuddddd outcontrolly 30minutes before the show began..
omg, i just feel so aloooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeee when i thought about killing myself. but my friend hugged me *love you laras!
it made me be able to pretend that hey now i'm fine, lets make some joke and laugh on it. SHIT! i was totally pretend that i was fuckin calm.

i wore umm...accidentaly top.lol! i mean i've never mean to wear that Chorniche shirt, with its corvee and its 5button.

omg i think my skirt should be shorter, it looks so stupid!

lets talk about the show!
i was thinkin that it was my best show(5th). We play our songs, Vacation. And 2 other artist songs, Lithium by Nirvana and Thats Not My Name by The Ting Tings.
And yay! i didnt miss the lyrics..pleasure!
but the following morning(about minutes before i write this post) i watched the record of the show last nite. omg i was always backing the audience..they all only saw my back!
i dont know why, it looks soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo weird!
hah.need much learn.

Feb 21th was the most complicated day for me..

I WANT TO DIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

Feb 14th was a totally out of plan disaster!

That was my 4th stage with The Syalala. We planned to play 2 our own songs(vacation and it's so lalala) and Mr.Brightside from the killers.
well actually i got my outfit stage in my bag(hi waisted skirt, print shirt, stocking and hi converse shoes) and i thought that i was gonna change my outfit 15minutes before we caught the stage.
when my friend saw the rundown its like oh my god, our turn is at 8am! and finally they decided to put The Syalala at the last list of gueststar and that was about 5pm and the time shows that its still 2pm!
okay, its fine.
second by second, minutes by minutes i lost my little mood. it was like ahhh why is the car where i put my outfit stage seems so far from me? big decision : i was not going to change my outfit!
ang this is what i wore..


yes i should wear it when i go to my friend's house and doing some homework together. that looks so usual rite? but who cares!

lets talk about the show..
I WAS TOTALLY TURN THE SHOW IN TO NITEMARE!
at the 1st song, Vacation. everything was fine and the audience starting to pay attention for us. All eyes were watching my dance and maybe they think am crazy but i think they were right.
Mr. Brightside was starting to play..i heard some clapping hands merely. i started to sing the lyrics..

now am falling asleep
and she's calling a cab
while he's having a smoke
and she's taking her drag
now they're going to bed
and my stomatch is sick
now its all in my head but she's touching his chest now
he took off her dress now let me goo....
JEALOUSY TURNING SAINTS IN TO THE SEE
TURNING THRU SICK LULABIES
CHOKING ON YOUR ALIBIES

and suddenly my bassist whisper me that i was totally wrong!
it should be :

i just cant look its killing me..
and taking control..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGHHH *i was screaming hystericly on my microphone to pretend that i was improving.SUCKS!

ALOHA FROM HELL! aww

helo hula halo hi hai hei ..
ok cukup untuk halo-halo-an. this is me, yes am SOFIA!
am gna talk about all the things i left in my life (in music and fashion stage case)
enjoy..