Afternoon Talk EP Lyrics

Love Letter
I woke up in the morning and mother said that she got something for me, she put it on my desk
it's pinky and it looked like a letter
with a red ribbon and the floral smell, well do you know what is it?

it's a love letter..
it's a love letter..
it's a love letter..
it's a love letter..

My heart beat when i start to open it
it's from a guy but i think he has no name but i don't care
He said so many stupid words inside
but whatever, it's no matter, cause that's the cute thing from a love letter

it's a love letter..
it's a love letter..
it's a love letter..
it's a love letter..

But ohhh, oh my god!
i know that it was not for me!
but i'm... i'm just sick of being a single you know!


 There's One Thing You Should Know

I wanna be, I wanna be with you
In the middle of the rain when the thunders come and strain
I will never ever steal your coat
I’ll be by your side to challenge the cold

I’d like to be, I’d like to be with you
In the middle of the war, I’ll be wearing what you wore
I will never ever let you stand in the front and get shoot

If I were with you, I’ll hug you through a rainy day
If I were with you, we’ll watch oldies movies until it’s late
If I were with you, I’ll never ever make you sad

Don’t need to be your lover
I just wanna be with you

I don’t need more, anyting from you..

Please Tell Me How To Turn Back The Time

I got you on my knees
Asking me "why?" asking me "how could i?"
I push you back and said "how dare you come to me?!"
well, this is not about how could it all happen
This is really not if we can't fix the problem
you just need to know that i can't stand the lonesome
again, someday, you will ignore me on the phone

You never make me feel like i was the one
let's turn back the time, see! you were never mine!
i sould have killed you when you said that you love me too
i hate you! all the thing that you do!

i got you on my mail
you still ask why, to make sure how could i
i want to wrote you back, but no, i will never wrote you back
This is not about the radiation of the computer
this ius really not if my fingers are get burnt
you just need to know that i can't stand the lonesome
again, someday, you will ignore me on the phone

You never make me feel like i was the one
let's turn back the time, see! you were never mine!
i sould have killed you when you said that you love me too
i hate you! all the thing that you do!

 The Ship Will Bring You Home 

Late night in the backyard
We said nothing, we're in pain
We've spent another nights but never seems so sad like today

And oh, tomorrow you'll gone
Tomorrow you'll sail in the sea
And oh, tomorrow you'll gone
Tomorrow i'll be in the grief

Waking up in the day where you will be gone
Packing up all your things and all the goods
Building up all the trust and affection
I know that you'll be back, i can't believe it's true!

And oh, we've came along through the time together but now you're gone
And oh, we've came along through the time together but now you're gone from here

 So Far Away 

Stay in the bed
i know i still wake up in the same morning, i knew..
where everything seems so blue
When your face is still sticking like glue
you don't need to scare
i will never blame you for everything i can't undo
like when i said "i love you"
you never ever asked me to

Far away..
Now you seems like so far away
it's not what you mean to
It's just my triccks to forget you

No reason to hate you
Or curse the girl who's with you
How stupid i leave you
just in case i don't wanna hear you say her name that will make me wanna punch you in the face for......thousand times!

Kisah Misteri

Oke. jadi semalem gw gak berani pipis karena abis cerita - cerita hantu sama temen temen.
Ngomongin cerita serem, gw pernah mengalami suatu kejadian mistis dikamar gw.
Kejadian itu adalah kali pertama nya gw benar - benar melihat hantu secara langsung dengan mata kepala gw sendiri.

Jadi gini ceritanya..
Gw punya temen, tetangga samping rumah, cewek dan seumuran. Dia sering banget kalo malem maen kerumah. Dia kalo mau ketemu gw pasti ngetok ngetok jendela kamar gw, dan gw pasti langsung ngebuka gorden dan memberi dia isyarat untuk masuk lewat pintu depan.

Pada suatu malam, gw tertidur nyenyak. Lalu tiba - tiba gw terbangun karena ada yang ngetok - ngetok jendela kamar. Reflek, gw pun membuka gorden dan mendapati teman gw itu melambaikan tangan sambil senyum ala monalisa. misterius. Beberapa detik kemudian gw tetiba tersadar kalo itu jam 3 pagi. JLEGARRRRR!!! Spontan gw tutup gorden dengan secepat kilat. Jantung serasa copot. Gw meringkuk dibawah selimut. Gw keabisan nafas. ITU APAAAA????? ITU APAAN BARUSAAAN?
Selama beberapa menit gw masih nyumput dan berusaha sekeras mungkin untuk tidur lagi. Tapi gak bisa.
Gimana kalo jendelanya diketok lagi?
gimana kalo si itu udah tidur disamping gw?
gimana kalo pas gw buka selimut dia berdiri di depan pintu?
Gw kalut.
Gw gak tau harus gimana.
 Hingga akhirnya gw beranikan diri untuk lari. Kekamar nyokap.

Gw yakin banget itu bukan dia. ngapain dia jam 3 pagi kerumah gw?
dan beneran. Besok paginya gw tanya: dia semalem tidur dirumah.
Untungnya, si itu gak menampakkan diri dalam bentuk yang serem. Wajahnya mirip banget sama temen gw itu, cuma rambutnya lebih pendek. Tapi yang keinget banget ya Lambaian tangan dan senyuman misteriusnya sih.

Begitulah. Satu - satunya cerita hantu yang gw punya sampe detik ini.

NGE-JENG-KANG

Apa itu ngejengkang?

. ter·jeng·kang v 1 jatuh terlentang; 2 kas mati; mampus;
men·jeng·kang v terjengkang; menyebabkan terjengkang


Ada apa dengan si ngejengkang?

I'll tell you a tale..

Semalem akhirnya gw kembali ke studio untuk latihan bersama Afternoon Talk. Di studio tersebut saya bertemu banyak teman lama dalam kehidupan per-musik-indie-khilaf-an saya.
Awalnya cuma ngobrol - ngobrol ringan sampe akhirnya:

"Ya ampun, gw inget banget lo dulu ngejengkang di panggung Fakultas Hukum, padahal baru naek kan ya.."
"iya, baru intro perasaan deh.."
"Dia itu baru ngambil mic, terus mau mundur eh keserimpet kabel.."
"untung waktu itu pake celana ya.."
"iya. begitu turun dari panggung langsung nangis nangis di pojokan.."

Lalu disambung beribu tawa yang terdengar terlalu seru. Gw cuma diem aja.

Sebelumnya, sekitar dua minggu yang lalu. Saya bertemu dengan seseorang yang sekarang akhirnya jadi teman baik saya. Hari itu saya mengobrol panjang lebar tentang berbagai hal yang akhirnya pun terselip pertanyaan:

"Eh lo dulu kok bisa jatoh sih di panggung hukum itu?"
"haha. kok lo inget sih?"
"iya, gw inge banget lah. Itu kan lo baru naek kan kalo gak salah? belum nyanyi malah.."

Dulu banget, setahun yang lalu temen gw ngenalin gw ama temennya:

"kenalin temen gw, namanya sofia.."
"Oh, sofia yang jatoh di panggung itu ya?"


Iya pemirsa.
Sekitar dua tahun yang lalu gw pernah ngejengkang di panggung padahal baru intro lagu pertama. Begini kronologisnya:

Hari itu gw memang bersemangat banget karena udah lama gak manggung di kampus. Selain itu temen - temen se-jurusan juga banyak yang nonton. Rencananya mau show off gitu ama mereka.
Hari itu gw coverin lagu Smoke On The Water. begitu musik dimulai gw pun naik kepanggung, ngambil mic yang ada di depan dan jalan mundur kebelakang (gw juga gak tau kenapa gw jalan mundur hari itu). Waktu mundur kebelakang eh ternyata ada karpet yang ngelipet, jadilah gw keserimpet karpet itu. Gk bisa jaga keseimbangan. Gw pun ambruk. Terjengkang. Dengan backsound intro Smoke On The Water. Gahar!

Gw langsung berdiri, kejadian itu cepet banget, tau tau udah giliran vokal gw yang masuk. Bernyanyilah gw, dengan begitu percaya dirinya.
Pada saat itu yang gw pikirin adalah: "gimana caranya pokoknya ini cepetan selesai dan gw mau pulaaaaaaang!"
Ngebut. Tanpa basa basi gw me-ngebut-kan pertunjukan sore itu.

Setelah selesai.
Gw turun dengan perlahan.
Kepojokan.
dan nangis.
Perasaan campur aduk.
Rasanya kayak ketangkep basah lagi ciuman sama pacar diruang tamu.
Terus dimarah - marahin bokap.
Malu.
Hina.

Saat itu ada beberapa sahabat yang nenangin gw, tapi sambil ngeledek. Ada yang mensupport juga, tapi sambil ngetawain.

Gw hancur banget hari itu..
2 tahun yang lalu.


Tapi sekarang, gw bangga. HAHAHA
Iyalah. Gak semua orang tau gimana rasanya. Gak semua orang pernah ngejengkang dipanggung.


Dan gw udah. Lo?

Attracted / Distracted

I sometimes randomly fall in love with random guy.

It's not like i 'literally fall in love', but i fall in love with the unknown-things about him that i really desired to discover. Day by day i will start to break the mystery pieces to pieces and fulfill my curiousity. And then i will just randomly stop in no time with no reason.

I will be like a mad-stalker when i attracted to a guy. Stalking his tweets every-single-minutes? what's crazier than that?
but again, in no time, i will just randomly stop.

I'm not a handsome-cute-guy-admirer. I am a random guy admirer.
I have no specific type about the guys i would like. I am so random, unbelieveably random.
Because i can fall in love with a guy i just met in my gigs, then think about him all night, go to the internet, search for clues, found, stalk. And again, i'll stop even before my curiousity fulfilled.

i did that, hundred times.

Now i start to wonder why does it happen to me?
I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for three years, yes, a big number. For those three years i mostly spend my time with him. In the beginning we always caught in some-kind-of-fights, but in the past two years we're totally stable. lovely. flat. and boring.

Maybe i just need some distraction. A little holiday between monday and tuesday.

Hey, you! Happy Birthday!

i just realized that i have never did something that purposely dedicated to my boyfriend, Osa.

So i guess in his birthday (today) i'm just gonna thank him for everything. For the patience, kindness, supports and for the love through the past three years.
Thank you & I love you..


FYI: gw daritadi nyari nyari fogw dan osa yang romatisan berdua eh gak nemu nemu