Attracted / Distracted

I sometimes randomly fall in love with random guy.

It's not like i 'literally fall in love', but i fall in love with the unknown-things about him that i really desired to discover. Day by day i will start to break the mystery pieces to pieces and fulfill my curiousity. And then i will just randomly stop in no time with no reason.

I will be like a mad-stalker when i attracted to a guy. Stalking his tweets every-single-minutes? what's crazier than that?
but again, in no time, i will just randomly stop.

I'm not a handsome-cute-guy-admirer. I am a random guy admirer.
I have no specific type about the guys i would like. I am so random, unbelieveably random.
Because i can fall in love with a guy i just met in my gigs, then think about him all night, go to the internet, search for clues, found, stalk. And again, i'll stop even before my curiousity fulfilled.

i did that, hundred times.

Now i start to wonder why does it happen to me?
I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for three years, yes, a big number. For those three years i mostly spend my time with him. In the beginning we always caught in some-kind-of-fights, but in the past two years we're totally stable. lovely. flat. and boring.

Maybe i just need some distraction. A little holiday between monday and tuesday.